Dear all! I have moved!

[souer]yes i know who you are. um, to lcp sharon, well, ok.

DEAR EVERYBODY. I HAVE MOVED ALREADY, SO FRET NOT! DON'T TAG HERE ANYMORE! TAG... @ the above.

YAYY! finally get to put music on this page! the most beautiful voice is floating out of your speakers into your ears now! enjoy, savour, love it, but don't hate it. this is going under by evanescence. in case you disagree and prefer some techno music or disco [sounds familiar], don't bother to tell me, i will never spin britney/hilary/lindsay/mandy/ashlee for ya. humphs. they totally can't sing. no offense to anyone's idols!

anyway, just came back from the museum trip. it was quite interesting; eye-opening. yeah, amanda, jerm and i had fun drawing on the arabian calligraphy paper that was left out for us to 'try' our hand at calligraphy. and we just ended up scribbling our own crap. (= and were also surrounded by many crude statues in a certain section. the video at the end was tolerable, considering i managed to keep awake while jiawen, joel, violet, ilisa and dunno who else drifted off. about some angkor place. believe me, it was biantai too.

we made progress with our MAD project. math active day porject, please. MADness filled the classroom today. me and my darling had a whiteboard quarrel. i am straight don't worry. darling=germie. hey dear, i am not angry with you anymore. stop scribbling on the board for such things please...(= our game is getting along ok. doubt if it will make it to finals or something. it's too hard! nope, it's quite okay if you just put your heart to you. therefore i encourage you to play our game VERY OFTEN. it's VERY CHALLENGING. hahaha.

shijia and i went crazy when someone announced on the bus back to school that the softballers were out on the field. that's when mr wolfe decided my group should help clean up the bus )=. just because amanda's index number is 2. humph. but we managed to walk past the field in the end. i think the waving record for shijia is now 14. then we watched karwei sprint around the field. or something. wasn't very interesting, so our attention drifted off after sometime. or rather, when shijia and yuhui drifted off to the bus stop leaving me alone in the canteen. so i ended up here. typing away in the library. now that i'm almost done, shall grab a book to read. bye people! cya arnd. <- familiar?

PEACE

i have finally cheered up. (= *toothy grins- the cloudy cobwebs that isolated me from the world have cleared up at last. is it a coincidence that the hols actually end today? sheesh. more homework, groanwork and moanwork to do. =( homework's well, homework, while groanwork is mainly, well groaning at homework and moanwork- moaning when you see something you really feel the urge to moan about. i'm not making sense, huh? nevermind, at least the weirdo me is back again! haha, my pleasure. let's see, i think i spent the holiday mainly on ncc btc, geog pt and looking at my blog. i am completely in love with this whole new skin. the beautiful raining text background and glowing green font- the familiarity of the matrix.
seriously, i think i am finally happy again because of school. fine, fine, eyeball me. siao tzeqing. back to school so happy. )8 whatever. my reason: hols were ho-hum for me. nothing much. i had to be "obsessed" with my geog. at school, you see the people you always think of during such times like holidays. i'm thinking of so many people, my heart rate increased at the thought of seeing them again tomorrow! haha, kidding.
but besides them, i am thinking of many other people. my ex-classmates. the P6 ones. the nice people. whom i spent a minimum of 2 years with. let's acknowledge these people by listing them out! (=
renzy, elaine, sam, tricia, sarah, xiuhui, carin, yining, melanie, lim qing, valerie, huifang, kerri, yuanyi, yisheng, erm, kit kuan...
haha. i also want to appreciate the old and newer people in my life. the people who were there when i had troubles even now. my family. people like my new classmates [one old one] (=. suat (=. mary (=. my ncc platoonmates (=. thanks for cheering me up when i'm down!

gee, why am i doing this now? like i'm gonna graduate or go overseas. guess i'm overwhelmed by the urge to appreciate the angels in disguise in my life. the wingless pinafored angels. the angels that are imperfect, all the more endearing them to me.

anyone who reads this blog is going to freak out at my weirdism. huh? this sudden mood swing? sudden mood change from the fiery bull to this sappy cow? [i'm a cow!?] haha. cos i found my bliss today and also decided to give up trying to put the message in missy's face. be prepared for the bouncing bunny of tze qing in school tomorrow! happy school days! *smirks-

PEACE <-utter peace. bliss. nothing else!

they're all the same, the bimbos, the himbos, the teen queens and jocks. they all share the same disgusting feature that repell people like me and draw more people like them: their over-large egos. what makes you think i can stand you huh? be my guest, man, and try not to make me puke as you pass me by. i am completely sick of you and your antics. your head aka fragile ego has been swelling so much that you didn't notice it until it got stuck in the car while you were struggling to get out. i'll bet you don't even notice that this is written for you plain in the face. but perhaps your skin is too thick to even absorb this. perhaps it would just bounce off your face. if i said this straight to your face, you won't know what's hit you. when you finally get the message, be my guest to reply me anytime. i await you anytime, missy. but don't waste my time if you're lying and crying and moaning and groaning.
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I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling shatter:
Shards of me too sharp to put back together;
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her
And I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better.
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?
So I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no-
Bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe no more. ~Amy Lee, Evanescence
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i think i finally got those stuff off my chest and am nearly ready to be the bright and happy me again. but not yet, not really yet. still a short way to go. one more thing to do. i also have to tell missy that i seriously think i am the total opposite, mirror image of you. amazing huh? which one is angel or devil? think think. *smirks- *dripping with sarcasm- hurhur. take a look at this picture and decide. the big decision. yaryar.

back to school soon. i think no one understood the gibberish i've been blogging. but who cares? so long i get it all out, i shall put on a brave and happy front when i go back. and hand in that frikkin' Geog PT. yay. got it done at long last. but guess what? now stuck with science. science PT! brownian motion huh? i look forward to it.

PEACE <-maybe not totally

i will do it only for the ones i love, the ones i will die for and sacrifice my own desires for, the ones i will place before myself. for the enemy to bend me all they had to do was use my loved ones. perhaps you never loved before and found it a foolish thing worthy to cast aside. for your own eye candy to watch as others cringe at torture. but being the boss doesn't mean no one can beat you and change the rules. it doesn't mean that by stealing my ideas to make them your own and force others to accept it, i will listen too. and definitely, it will not make me love you. i came to this new world and thought you were a good person, but i guess i am wrong. it started when you started to hurt my feelings. as for the other one you took from me, she is as bad as you, as she always was since the beginning.
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All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
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i am not here for you anymore. bye, you sick pyscho.

*NOTE

dear suat, i know you asked me about this on msn, but i was busy at that time, yupp, i am angry. not with you, obviously.

  {I HAVE S.U.R.V.I.V.E.D}note to all, this unfaithful blogger owes her inconsistency to her NCC basic training camp and also, a mum who has her daughter's best interests at heart. i thank you for your kind consideration to faithfully tag my board in my absence.
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i shall not describe every single thing that happened during the camp cos it's gonna drag on and on.i just wanna say i love my camou uniform.(=
shall tell you guys about something else. such as the 5 'fearless' books by francine pascal i have just hauled back from the library. these books rawk, man! you simply have to read them. i finished them in 2 days i think. just my luck i managed to borrow all the latest series! it's about a girl born without the fear gene named gaia moore. i think i've said that before. her live is always in constant danger from both her evil uncle [who's also the exact twin of her dad] and grand-dad. she cannot trust anyone as they might be working for the bad guys. thankfully for her, she's no average teenage american. she was trained with butt-kicking skills since the tender age of 3 and also possesses no bimbotic qualities often found in girls her age - seventeen. she has been betrayed several times, therefore honing her 'street-smart, trust-no-one' skills. loads of people out there are watching her. the same people who killed her mum when she was young. these 3 reasons also affect her disastrous love life. she also happens to be beautiful. leaves the guys no choice but to drool at her bad-girl, what's-your-prob attitude that comes with her good looks. and she's fallen to many times for too many guys. yet she has to distance herself from them cos anyone close to her often gets killed. she also has an absent dad who's always out there figuring things out so that he can return his and his daughter's life back to normal. and he's been doing this since his wife died. so you see, this thriller dripping with the correct amount of espionage and teen drama. not all-american queen by meg cabot or some crap. and do i love this so much!
to reply the million over tags [exaggerated] on the tagboard:
jiawen> this blog is drippin with RED not hot pink, dear
isabel> thanks for the congrats, doubt if i can make it though. sorrehh bout the mix-up of scores. the emcee isn't very clear, or it's because tarbet was cheering too loudly!
suat>i have no idea what you mean!? (= " laughter is beneficial to the constitution! "?
violet> yupp, sigh, but you can always check one of my previous entries. karwei's tag is recorded there.
lynnette>you have never been known to crap.

done! g'night guys.
PEACE

  {TARBET RULES}

sorrehh, saying this out of euphoria and excitement. as a red-hot tarbetian, i would like to congratulate my own house for winning the swimming carnival with loads of hard work. somewhere among those 300 over points [i think], 3 points were part of my minute contribution to my house. for losing my 100m breakstroke (: haha. but still, well done tarbet. this all adds to my love for my house.next year, i'm taking part in 25m breast-stroke. beats swimming for something you're not cut out for. (= nutter. i am a nutter. but 11th march was also one of the best days of my life. besides tarbet's win, i also first took the MRT without adult supervision. which is kind of pathetic for my age. =( but who cares anyway. went out with jiawen, vio, cheryl, aera, joelle and germaine. aera is so cute! haha. the other 2 reasons i cannot share with you. one's a secret, the other's a dream come true. i think loads of people saw what happened [eg.suat] and laughed their heads off [eg.suat] i got what i wanted! yayy! i had loads of fun that day. still reminiscing every moment. especially kissing the swimming carnival cup. (= i can't stop grinning. help! haha. and i saw suat in culottes. you look nicer in them, how come you don't wear them on tuesdays? weird. haha. shall not be demanding. (=
this shall be a short entry. muacks people! bye..........

PEACE

phew...karwei wasn't at the  SL interview, or else i would really freak out...meiting was there however...and the people there all had blank faces, except when they laughed cos of my stoopid mistake...shall tell you guys tomorrow... argh...ok...let's delve into the topic of keanu reeves. yar, i know. *yawns- right? bear with me for a couple of seconds...maybe minutes...haha...
- i conclude that keanu reeves sucks only when he wears high collar tops
- loads of angles can flatter YET dehance his looks. an example is from 32° angle, you see a slight triple chin
- keanu reeves also looks horrible when he had hair long past the shoulders

this is only to help those people who disagree about keanu reeves' looks understand why they happen to think keanu reeves sucks. but actually, you were just looking at the wrong pictures, so i introduce you to keanuweb.com, a link i already have on this webpage, to look for good pictures and also laugh at the pics of him when he was younger. have fun.
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ok. enough of the crap (=. i shall start using this smiley, cos it's so cute...yupps, collected my ncc uniforms today...SO FUN!! the camouflage uniform was so nice...so cool...(= but we didn't have much time, so no combat boots yet...*sigh- i can't wait... by the way, when i'm falling in [means standing straight with the platoon] don't wave at me or laugh at me or whatever...cos i cannot reply...not supposed to, ok? good girls. but ncc's quite fun excluding some exercise part...foot drill's ok....sometimes i'm super blur, don't know what to do...leg always never lift to 90° properly when they suddenly give command...they end up so angry and scream at us...i really feel sorry for them...but i am sticking to ncc...not quitting...see so loyal! haha (=
then we went to science lab after pledge-taking, found out ms ang never come...so...no, i wont rejoice nor grumble...cos sure, free time...but ms ang's nice ok...and we did service learning...which didn't really go very well...but we must buck up, some class already started planting their plants for their herb garden k...jia you, onethree!
phew..what was next? erm, lit? we did anything we wanted. no lahh, mr connolly actually told us to do either filing, re-writing song lyrics or do our with great pleasure files. like we already started...who's the guai one who did? anyway, i think i'm filling in the whole file with evanescence song lyrics except some not really nice ones and also extracts from fearless and alias tv novels...see, so fun! lit is SO fun.....yayy, bringing bongbong tomorrow...bong! so adorable, cuddly, soft and kind...kind because she always listens to me crapping... right bongees? *nods head silenty- ergh...creepy...
i forgot what else happened...oh yarh, englsih summative test...it was quite ok...hope i wont do too badly cos i accidently used blanko...forgot...and the words mr lim wrote on the board were so light, i couldn't see...*wails- what if i'm penalised....? nevermind...it's time to relax mann, still thinking about tests?!computer studies was quite fun...learnt how to use filter..sparkling teeth....*sigh- still thinking about the masterpiece i made last time (= hahahaha....
what else to add to my boring entry? that i feel sad i cant swim for tomorrow's swim carn? not i want to take part...purleeze...i just want to swim...feel the water surround me...stupid...i have a pool at my house still need to go some yiochukang wulu place and swim?! wake up tzeqing! haha...shall be my first time taking mrt without parental supervision tomorrow...amazing huh? yeah...tzeqing, it's amazing! it's also pathetic =(. but nevermind...i have to get my sleep now...prepare for carrying bongbong to school!! oh yarh, tomorrow can wear house t-shirt and culottes! yayy, can see some people i've never seen wear culottes before! haha, i actually take pleasure at such things.......

muacks people! ~

PEACE

attention: go see my new updated profile

aargh...the absolute piggerisms [the feelling you get when you feel like you're a FAT pig] i'm experiencing now are wrecking my brains, tearing the nerves apart, feeding on what's left of my scant brain juices and living on my skull...nah, just kidding....no such thing ever happened to me...so gross...can't believe i typed such a thing! ok, nevermind...i'm just amazed at how much my thinking has changed in a couple of months...like i never thougt i would ever think of crying for the sec 4 graduation day,,,but in the first place, why am i thinking so far...it's only march. MARCH!!!! heehee...march...march...march...nothing! ok, here's a quick update of my life:
- i am now 13 years old, i am a teenager! wow. -snorts-
- i am so tanned now elaine might shriek
- i still can't believe that my angel is so nice... i better believe it...
- i am in ncc... woohoo! yayy...so fun...so fun...-mad- slap me please, i'm bonkers!
- i have barely bear any grudges now
- i am on talking terms with a boy...nah, i mean my bro lahh...
- my seniors who are not in ncc are so nice...so kind...so understanding...i am in awe...really ok, cos i've never had any older or younger sisters, so this is the closest that can be to a sister...
- i can survive without watching constantine...i have been bearing my pains well and now i don't feel any pain when anyone talks about it...maybe because the stupid movie posters people took down all the posters
- i have dropped jap...don't get mistaken, it's because i have no time, and not i hate it...i love it actually -wails-, am missing all the lessons...-bawls-
that's almost all. almost. is my life getting any better? yes. cos i just had the most exciting experiences over and over again 6 times today. that's broken the 4-time record. and i still can't believe something. how could it ever be true!?! muacks darlings and bye for now. and isn't suat ying just so adorable!? (: yayy, she didn't baozao. sorry if i'm too demanding...am i? hm...

PEACE

suat ying is so adorable -the end-

ok. i am done with updating my blog. goodbye. no offense. don't baoza ok! and please wear culottes one day, never seen you in culottes before. hahaha. ( :

PEACE

  -pant-, had to make sure this doesn't go into oblivion as quoted from suat, hees:

"karwei: hello.. supposed to tag. hahah (: okay nice black. black's chic. (: okay cya arnd. "

yay.done.ok.can rest in peace. nahh, being lame here. shall just go back to my work. dear people whom i haven't linked, i have limited time y'know. so SORRY!!!

PEACE

     *Cheer UP

heyy. this is for my dear angel read your sad entry post. please don't be so sad. you're not like that. PLEASE. cheer up!!! please remember never to think of dying again, cos there's always people who want you there. for them. like me! and shermie too. please smile. PLEASE. despite whoever who may have offended you, JUST DON'T CARE. BE HAPPY. OKAY?

PEACE

heyy. crapping here. please read entry before this. meanwhile. enjoy the lyrics. must thank everyone for their great b'day gifts. and esp. my angel for bongy and jerm, lynn, amanda and cheryl for the anywhere but home dvd/cd. shall be lending you guys soon.

my last breath

+evanescence+

hold on to me love
you know i can't stay long
all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid
can you hear me?
can you feel me in your arms?

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

i'll miss the winter
a world of fragile things
look for me in the white forest
hiding in a hollow tree (come find me)
i know you hear me
i can taste it in your tears

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

closing your eyes to disappear
you pray your dreams will leave you here
but still you wake and know the truth
no one's there

say goodnight
don't be afraid
calling me calling me as you fade to black

holding my last breath
safe inside myself
are all my thoughts of you
sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

the evanescence/keanureeves/103/tarbetian

freak

no. i don't like these short black strands that extend from my head down, "affectionately" known as hair. they're TOO short. wayy to short. i might as well be the guy next door.
interprete this: i have a medium-sized ego. like everyone. then tell me why do some people have bigger ones? what caused their skulls to grow with such intensity?
okay. i get it. i know i'm nuts. but it's not my fault. blame it on the people who look good and get me so worked up about them.
i have this huge amount of homework waiting for me in some place called the bedroom. why am i here??
i think it's because i desperately want to update my blog.
hey. i have a dog. courtesy of my darlingest, greatest, selfless, angelic, sweetest ANGEL. a round of applause please. she's my angel ok.
for those who don't know, the dog's a female affectionately known as bong bong]. and she's a stuffed toy bigger than my baby cousin.
oh yes. and i have come up with something creative for once. -wow, amazing- it's just a sentence. "SWIM CARN AND I CARN SWIM'. yayy. so cool. wow. amazing. LAME. yes, for some stoopid reason i swam in the 100m breaststroke finals against my PIT, my classmate and some other pros who should have murdered me before i had to take part. BECAUSE, i lost. woohoo.

ok, i think i've done enough of my lamerristic words. congrats, you've reached the end of the pent-up fury of a nutter.

PEACE

i guess i can't resist this even if i have no time. today exectly 13 years ago, i was born. heehee. and thanks a lot my dear angel for the doggy!!!!

-my angels rule. i love you, penguingurlz and shermie!

-if I could live any part of life over again, I’d chose when the sec 4 prefects were dancing and wearing those ultra-nice jerseys [lwin and rubong make good dance partners] whee!

-my b’day’s comin (hinthint), to find out if you are nicer than my angel, get me a prezzie (: no lah, not compulsory

-I want keanu reeves for my b’day, either you get him or a poster(kidding!!!), but renzy doesn’t have to

 

updating for the sake of updating-

 

iluvmyangel.

missingrenzy,elaineandsamalways.

rubongsopretty.

 

PEACE

i know i owe you guys an update. so here's a loooonnnnnggg one, esp. for my dearest friendzees and renzy, and elaine, and sam. oh, man, haven't seen you guys for ages. must hug each of you personally. no group hugs. don't worry renzy, won't hold your hand. maybe just pat it, ok? kidding!!!

several things happened today. *duh- wanna know? in case someone involved is reading this *ahem- then please note that no offense meant here, ok? i love everybody (nice/girls), so don't hate me if i said something wrong.

1stly, i know i was very extra this morn. cos i came to school in culottes and PE shirt, [i wasn't sure if can wear home clothes, they said ethnic clothes anyway] only to change in the dark in the classroom into something more festive, ie. a red t-shirt and cargo pants. don't worry, only yuhui and simei was there, and they didn't even see the colour of my *hhemms- undergarments. (: everyonre excluding me looked like models in their clothes. especially jermaine, came in this *wow- factor outfit. (:

2ndly, we had our nice nice nice chinese new year celebrations. after leaving the classroom in madness, our most chioest and nicest [there goes the word again] P.i.T. xiner, gave us goodies. see, so nice right? i lurve xiner. whee, you rawk!(she's affectionately known as yayajiejie(she's in waddle) and meepokjie. don't ask me why, i don't know. *shrugs-)then we went to the amphitheatre for our celebrations. yayS! haha. we waited and waited, then we had morning assembly *the ncc perform lion dance!!! so nice, so nice....*faint- ok, conscious now. got cheryl tay- the cute SPSL, and the nice ncc girl who was the datouwawa. so nice. then we had a great time spotting seniors. like anna! cute, pretty, baby-face anna in anklung ensemble. then, the tarbet vice-cap-malay dance or something, and xian ying (PSL) in international dance. and nearly all the seniors dress like going for party... hees, i guess 103 nearly did that too... the a lot of thingums happened [not particularly interesting ones], like UFM 1003 coming to our school to...SELL callgraphy? i don't know,harhar.

3rdly, me and shijia were leaving the amphi when she popped a question [no, not THAT question]. she asked where did karwei go. but, hey guess what, shijia has just topped the guinness world records for greeting not-so-familiar people the most times. i can give you a list. the head prefect, the hp's sister (not harry potter), and , KARWEI. shijia wished HER happy new year. i'm so proud of shijia. haha. kidding. but it was amusing lahh.

4thly, the miracle has finally occurred. CONSTANTINE HAS FINALLY OPENED. but, here's to the evil people, i can't watch it. YET. me the eternal optimist. the glass is always half-full. har. *faint- keanu reeves is everywhere i turn!!!! wake me up inside......and i nearly forgot that today life had a big interview with him. i was just staring at the cover for 1 minute. then going, this is my lucky day!!!!!! did you see the bee-yoo-tee-fool pics on the newspaper? give me all your 8 feb 2005 life newspapers and i'll have enough handsome faces to paper my walls. *sigh- i'm  dreaming. walking in wonderland. ok, i'm blacking out....see you later...

ha! awake now. let's move on to another topic. that is alias and fearless. gah, a lot of you guys don't know what the hell those are huh? ok, am referring to the tv novel of alias. check it out- http://www.alias-tv.com/.  and fearless, girl born without fear. woot... i found nearly the WHOLE series in there. enough to last me a life-time, man. oh, yar, in the library i mean. toa payoh. wanted to haul it all with me, discovered and remembered that i have borrowing limits. *sigh- been sighing a lot lately.

guess what? you've reached the end of tze qing's ultimately boring entry post. have a good day and see you next time. good bye. and gong xi fa cai by the way. [did you know i saw keanu reeves saying this too? on tv.] i am xiao and aware of that. i actually told karwei i don't crush her. i don't. i like her. that's different!!!! (:

PEACE

missing

+evanescence+

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one
Isn’t something missing

You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn’t someone missing me?

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn’t something missing

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

<please read my other entry below too. this lyrics thingum is just for fun>

FINALLY! i get to update my blog. woohoo. long time no see, huh? now when i want to spill things out, i forgot what i want to say. -sigh-

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got this jap test come monday. so fun-haha, ya right... i have a big problem with my schedule, cos ncc totally clashes with jap and i don't want to take the 4.30 class for jap. imagine by the time i come home, it'll be like 7pm already. plus those stupid traffic jams along the road. and my ncc ends at 7.30 or something. -wails- what am i gonna do? i don't want to drop jap.

let's look at something else more optimistic. oh yar!!! constantine!!!! it's PG(supernatural content) !!!! woohoo!!! means i can watch. and there's like pictures and picture of keanu reeves everywhere!! and interviews...-faint- can't believe my luck. i had actually been thinking of petitioning to the censor people to make constantine PG, or else loads of girls like me might sink into depression...haha, just kidding.

nearly forgot. today got this show with josh hartnett in it. i can hear si xuan sighing already. haha. but i'm all ready to enjoy. josh hartnett, josh hartnett, josh hartnett...looks like a koala. (:

school's ok. not it isn't. yes, it is. yups. it is. quite interesting, counting me the maniac who visits class tray 5 times a day for my angel letters. haha, why am i so goofy these day? gears up tze qing, history test after cny.

finally managed to catch karwei at the right time last night. she's so funny ok. she says she cut her hair cos she's balding. er... and that she freaked out at the part if the letter where someone described their observation of her during PE. not me. really, i wrote only the "pretty" part. (: karwei rawks, by the way.

i falling in love. with adobe photoshop. look at the header pic. i'm so proud of myself for creating the most easy to do thingum ever. no ego intended. if only i had more time... -sigh-

before i forget, this is my online prezzie to xiner and xinyi:

haha. adios, i gotta go. happy chinese new year.

PEACE

i'm in love with the earth. the most beautiful place where all the nice <and bad,however> people are. people like sixuan, isa, renzy, elaine and sam<best friends>, people like violet, ngaman and xinyi <new friends> and etc, people like my angel, anna, chiaying, xianying and denise and etc.<seniors>. and my family of course.

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ok, please people. i am not les. just because i admire someone doesn't mean i love him/her! you want to know who i love? renzy? si xuan? elaine? isabel? sam? my angel? this are my "loved ones". and don't yuck me.  i know perfectly well what love is.

well, enough of all that ok? stop treating me like i'm kind of xiao, cos maybe i am. just kidding. guess what? i like going to school. now. cos there's no guys to bother you, none of the really stupid teachers you get in primary school, and best of all, it's fun. not always the usual english, maths, chinese and science. and don't xiao me, jap is quite fun too. (:

anyways, i got some news. you know i told you i saw taufik at fort canning green? i wasn't sure it was him, but i've got some proof now. he's in the lime mag, and the background of the pics are fort canning. whee! i am crazy. i didn't get the autograph of a famous person. cos i don't like him. now who wants to kill me first?

my classmates say i'm mad to join ncc. why? i really don't know. they say i'll come out speaking, looking and acting like a boy. haiya. i'll always have keanu reeves and josh hartnett to remind me. speaking of them, they've never appeared on my blog for a long time.

gotta go. love you guys!!!

PEACE